bonkified

near a year since i've posted here.
i just want to say.... maybe I am in love with someone i shouldn't.
let it stay this way, because I guess this.. is the best. :)

quite long since I've post here! 
Actually I do have a lot of things to say! HAHAHAH! 
anyway, so here's the horoscope of the day! which quite stunning to me sia! 


Things that have been hidden may come out into plain sight today, Cancer, but the truth about them will still be concealed. You should think of being at one of those cinema style masked balls: even if you take someone's mask off, they are still full of secrets (if they're rich enough to go to a party like this in the first place). Your best bet is to carefully analyze the facts you have at hand today, and realize that you can't tell a book by its cover. Don't make snap judgments today.


Fortune cookie of the day:
If you want the rainbow, you must to put up with the rain. D. Parton
Watch tv. blog again ltr.

you have no one to talk to?
the person you always talk to..seems to don't bother about you anymore.
i don't know! i feel lonely the whole day.



friends?

today felt damn lethargic! 
It's more of the... "i-dont-feel-like-leaving-house" feeling? yup! 
so i actually cancelled my meeting with zr to sunset! =X I am really sorry! 
another reason is also, I am currently BROKE! =X 


so i watched 星光 for the entire day and then watch other videos! 
didn't want to start on drama! if not confirm is GG for maths le! =X
don't feel like studying tomorrow either! = X 

Just feel really lazy la! and not just that, not feeling happy still! 
I mean, don't ask me why. I also don't understand myself lately.
and I can actually get pissed off quite easily. =/
someone please talk some sense into me too! 

not just that, I am losing touch with some of my friends! 
it's more of, they are getting closer with others! ha, I mean, who's fault is it! 
damn it.


so anyway, I met up with YH for dinner just now. Since I did not have dinner at home. And 刚刚好he asked! 



so today was a total SLACK Day for me! 

3rd paper tomorrow!  - Econs.

Trust me, I am so not prepared.

Anyway, let's not talk about exam! =X
Have quite a bit to rant, it's not to anyone in particular.. Just as a general.
I don't know if it's about me or what, I feel that.. nowadays, I am being left out.
well, somehow or another, I know I am. I just feel it. =/
But oh well, I can't say it out. and nowadays, things are like so complicated and so "fragile".
That I don't know if I am saying the right thing, and doing the right thing.


I don't know why, I just feel that... I am getting further and further away..
Is it me?
I don't want to find out like i mentioned earlier. SIGH.
someone please help! ):



I need to relax. I want to relax. someone please tell me how! 
okay, i want to swim.